Last night he told me he isn't going to try, try to please me, try to be there for me,nothing~ ]sigh[
I know, he hates his job, and I am sorry for that.... I am sorry he has to punch a time clock, work for a person that disrespects him, but IT'S NOT MY FAULT! I sometimes feel guilty, cause I work 1 or 2 days a week doing the wax thing, and 2 days (a few hours) at the Hallmark thing.... But I pay my share of our bills, my kids college, plus extra cash for her, my stuff, groceries and alot of everyday expenses..... I don't eat lunch out every day~
I don't want to make excuses up for him, I have done that all my life when people mistreat me or are mean to me.....or I take the blame, "it's my fault" or he is like this because of me..... BUT NOT THIS TIME!
Sometimes he can be the greatest guy, but it seems that "those" times are getting farther and farther between~
SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
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