NO I'm not one of those people that prays for answers, or is very religious... I have faith, I believe in God...... but the whole Devil, Hell and even Heaven thing, well I'm not that sure about~
I lost my Dad about 9 months ago and my Mom about 13 years 4 months~ and my Grampa too, not to death, but after my Pop died I have no real way of making sure he is ok.... You see he lives with my Brother and his family. They don't have a house phone ( so I can't talk with Grampa ) I write letters but he only gets a few select if he gets them at all (darn post office; YEH RITE) you see my sister in law and I do not get along, she has told me point blank that she thinks I am spoiled by my Grampa and Dad, cause you see when we (my daughter and I) would go down to visit, Gramps and Pop would drop what they were doing to spend time with us......now to me that's not spoiled...we only saw them maybe 2 to 3 times a year~ but whatever~ I know I'm at her mercy, but I have tried to play the nice game but she is just so mean.... so cruel~ When my Pop was int he hospital, she kept it from me. She likes to be in control, she can control my Brother and Grampa too, but NOT ME, and I think she hates that!
Sorry for dumping this, but these kind of days make me think of them, how much I miss them & wish they were here or at least a phone call away~
That is all for now promise to get my self out of this BLAH ~
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